However, 195 Broadway was not as severely damaged by the catastrophe. According to Kalikow, Mike Keaveney, the chief engineer at HJ Kalikow, reacted quickly to close all the shutters and airways, preventing dust from entering the air conditioning and vents.
On the third day of rescue and recovery efforts, Peter Kalikow remembers being at St. Paul’s churchyard with dust covering him from head to toe. He was wading through the snow-like piles on the ground when it dawned on him that much of the dust was likely made up of human remains.
“It was the worst day of my life,” said Kalikow, referring to that day in St. Paul’s churchyard. “I didn’t know how I was going to get through it. It was too much for me to handle.”
It wasn’t until a distraught Peter ran into his senior rabbi, Dr. Ronald Sobel, at the Temple Emanu-El, that he gathered the strength to continue. After telling Rabbi Sobel that he feared he could no longer continue the job, the rabbi told Kalikow, “If God didn’t think you could do the job, he wouldn’t have put you there in the first place.”
At that moment, the rabbi’s words gave Kalikow the resilience he needed to keep going.
The memory, however, still haunts him to this day.